1 00:00:02,623 --> 00:00:04,073 Dermatomyositis. 2 00:00:04,211 --> 00:00:06,178 Is that as scary as it sounds? 3 00:00:06,316 --> 00:00:07,800 It's an autoimmune disease. 4 00:00:07,938 --> 00:00:12,598 It causes this rash on my hands, and it attacks muscles 5 00:00:12,736 --> 00:00:14,635 so I'll get tired more easily. 6 00:00:14,773 --> 00:00:17,362 Now, we want to be upfront with you two. 7 00:00:17,500 --> 00:00:18,639 This can get serious. 8 00:00:18,777 --> 00:00:20,572 But we're not gonna let it. 9 00:00:20,710 --> 00:00:21,780 No, we're not. 10 00:00:21,918 --> 00:00:23,264 So, there's a cure? 11 00:00:23,402 --> 00:00:26,302 No, but there's treatments, 12 00:00:26,440 --> 00:00:28,373 and I've already started medications. 13 00:00:28,511 --> 00:00:29,891 Now, that's the easy part. 14 00:00:30,030 --> 00:00:32,584 For the rest, we're gonna need some help. 15 00:00:32,722 --> 00:00:34,379 Okay? 16 00:00:34,517 --> 00:00:35,828 We're in. 17 00:00:35,966 --> 00:00:38,038 Tell us what you need. 18 00:00:40,178 --> 00:00:43,422 Well, first, there's diet. 19 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:46,770 No artificial colors, no high-fructose corn syrup, 20 00:00:46,908 --> 00:00:48,772 - no gluten. - No fun. 21 00:00:48,910 --> 00:00:50,740 Avocados are fun. Leafy Greens 22 00:00:50,878 --> 00:00:53,605 are fun. We got cashew butter, sun butter, 23 00:00:53,743 --> 00:00:56,228 and your omega-3s are gonna be off the chart. 24 00:00:56,366 --> 00:00:58,127 Salmon, COD, herring. 25 00:00:58,265 --> 00:01:00,129 Can't you just make me, like, a pumpkin loaf? 26 00:01:00,267 --> 00:01:01,440 Also, exercise is key. 27 00:01:01,578 --> 00:01:04,443 With muscle tone, you use it or you lose it. 28 00:01:04,581 --> 00:01:06,411 We're gonna maintain your flexibility, 29 00:01:06,549 --> 00:01:07,860 range of motion and balance. 30 00:01:07,998 --> 00:01:10,553 So, you're turning buck's backyard into a yoga studio? 31 00:01:10,691 --> 00:01:12,382 Not yoga. 32 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:13,520 Samba. 33 00:01:13,590 --> 00:01:14,798 Samba? 34 00:01:14,936 --> 00:01:17,491 Some patients have a hard time swallowing 35 00:01:17,629 --> 00:01:18,802 and get vocal problems. 36 00:01:21,667 --> 00:01:23,187 - What the hell is that? - It's called 37 00:01:23,324 --> 00:01:25,361 a trill. And I know that it sounds weird, 38 00:01:25,499 --> 00:01:27,019 but it helped me when I lost my voice. 39 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:28,191 Trilling fixed it? 40 00:01:28,329 --> 00:01:29,330 It didn't hurt. 41 00:01:29,468 --> 00:01:30,814 Dexterity is huge. 42 00:01:30,952 --> 00:01:32,126 Flare-ups make my hands 43 00:01:32,264 --> 00:01:34,956 weak, so I've got to stay nimble. 44 00:01:35,095 --> 00:01:39,616 One, two, three, four... I declare thumb war. 45 00:01:39,754 --> 00:01:40,754 - Gotcha. - Aw, come on! 46 00:01:42,930 --> 00:01:45,139 We're gonna throw the kitchen sink at this thing. 47 00:01:45,277 --> 00:01:47,762 There's no such thing as a bad idea. 48 00:01:49,937 --> 00:01:51,297 And you got this idea from TikTok? 49 00:01:51,352 --> 00:01:53,975 Apparently, it works wonders for lymphatic drainage. 50 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:55,322 You first. 51 00:01:55,460 --> 00:01:57,496 This isn't just my fight. 52 00:01:57,634 --> 00:01:59,498 It's the whole family's fight. 53 00:01:59,636 --> 00:02:01,500 - This one right here. - Okay. 54 00:02:01,638 --> 00:02:04,331 Nobody said you couldn't have fun. 55 00:02:04,469 --> 00:02:06,540 You know how this game ends, right? 56 00:02:06,678 --> 00:02:09,198 Back, forward, back. 57 00:02:11,510 --> 00:02:13,581 Dare I ask what's in it? 58 00:02:13,719 --> 00:02:15,169 Mostly sardines. 59 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:21,313 Yeah. Yeah. 60 00:02:21,451 --> 00:02:24,489 - Back... - One, two, - three. - Now you're counting? 61 00:02:24,627 --> 00:02:25,627 Slow. 62 00:02:25,662 --> 00:02:27,319 And steady. 63 00:02:27,457 --> 00:02:29,183 Steady is the hard part. 64 00:02:29,321 --> 00:02:31,323 You got it, hen. 65 00:02:34,154 --> 00:02:35,155 Like a horse. 66 00:02:37,709 --> 00:02:39,642 One, two, three. 67 00:02:39,780 --> 00:02:40,688 Whoa! 68 00:02:40,712 --> 00:02:42,748 Wait till you try this. 69 00:02:45,717 --> 00:02:47,063 Ready to fly? 70 00:02:47,201 --> 00:02:48,720 Like Superman. 71 00:02:50,653 --> 00:02:53,414 The bunny goes over the log, through the hutch. 72 00:02:53,552 --> 00:02:55,589 Come on, you damn rabbit. 73 00:03:03,079 --> 00:03:04,563 Ooh! Hey! 74 00:03:08,257 --> 00:03:10,017 - Done. - How are those lymphs? 75 00:03:10,155 --> 00:03:12,192 I think it's working. 76 00:03:18,163 --> 00:03:19,958 How do you like me now? 77 00:03:20,096 --> 00:03:21,649 However long it takes, 78 00:03:21,787 --> 00:03:24,238 we're gonna kick this thing's butt. 79 00:03:24,376 --> 00:03:26,206 You got this, mama. 80 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:28,898 We've got this. 81 00:03:43,153 --> 00:03:45,017 You hungry, baby? 82 00:03:45,984 --> 00:03:47,537 Not really. 83 00:03:50,057 --> 00:03:51,034 You need any help? 84 00:03:51,058 --> 00:03:52,093 No. 85 00:03:53,094 --> 00:03:54,475 I got it. 86 00:03:57,478 --> 00:03:58,721 I got it. 87 00:04:29,648 --> 00:04:31,098 Hey, what the hell's going on? 88 00:04:31,236 --> 00:04:33,514 Come on. 89 00:04:33,652 --> 00:04:35,171 What's the deal? Let's go! 90 00:04:35,309 --> 00:04:36,552 What is this guy doing? 91 00:04:36,690 --> 00:04:39,658 Ordering cluck cluck combos for a small village? 92 00:04:39,796 --> 00:04:41,142 Let's move it! 93 00:04:41,281 --> 00:04:42,316 Yeah, I got it. I got it. 94 00:04:42,454 --> 00:04:43,800 Tell that jackass to move! 95 00:04:48,115 --> 00:04:49,806 Is there a problem here? 96 00:04:49,944 --> 00:04:52,464 That's why you haven't ordered yet. 97 00:04:52,602 --> 00:04:54,190 Texter! 98 00:04:54,328 --> 00:04:55,328 We've got a texter! 99 00:04:55,364 --> 00:04:57,193 No one's asked for my order yet. 100 00:04:58,953 --> 00:05:00,127 Hello! 101 00:05:00,990 --> 00:05:02,232 Hello? 102 00:05:03,199 --> 00:05:05,166 Is nobody working today? 103 00:05:08,894 --> 00:05:10,310 Where is everybody? 104 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:14,106 Hell... Hello? 105 00:05:20,285 --> 00:05:21,666 My god. 106 00:05:41,375 --> 00:05:43,255 Dispatch, this is captain 118. We're gonna need 107 00:05:43,308 --> 00:05:44,378 backup ra units. 108 00:05:44,516 --> 00:05:46,311 Copy, 118. En route. 109 00:05:46,449 --> 00:05:48,175 I'm counting eight... 110 00:05:49,176 --> 00:05:51,834 no, 12 people. 111 00:05:51,972 --> 00:05:53,018 Buck, get me readings on oxygen, 112 00:05:53,042 --> 00:05:54,871 carbon monoxide, smoke, everything, 113 00:05:55,009 --> 00:05:56,770 even spilt cleaning products. 114 00:05:56,908 --> 00:05:58,748 And roll everyone on their side. No fingers in mouths 115 00:05:58,772 --> 00:06:00,290 unless you're looking to lose them. 116 00:06:00,429 --> 00:06:02,603 Dispatch, what's our eta on those ra units? 117 00:06:02,741 --> 00:06:04,467 We really could use some extra hands here. 118 00:06:04,605 --> 00:06:07,574 I have two additional units six minutes out. 119 00:06:07,712 --> 00:06:08,689 No sign of any leaks. 120 00:06:08,713 --> 00:06:09,714 Building's all clear. 121 00:06:09,852 --> 00:06:11,543 So what the hell is this? 122 00:06:13,890 --> 00:06:15,029 Captain 118? 123 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:16,410 Go for 118. 124 00:06:16,548 --> 00:06:18,699 It looks like there was an earlier call from your location. 125 00:06:18,723 --> 00:06:20,794 911, what's your emergency? 126 00:06:20,932 --> 00:06:22,812 Hi, I'm the manager over at cluck n pluck five. 127 00:06:22,934 --> 00:06:24,936 Someone just collapsed. 128 00:06:25,074 --> 00:06:27,628 - I think they're having a se... - Se... 129 00:06:27,766 --> 00:06:29,078 call dropped right after that. 130 00:06:29,216 --> 00:06:30,286 Copy that, dispatch. 131 00:06:30,424 --> 00:06:33,600 So, one person had a seizure, the others 132 00:06:33,738 --> 00:06:34,898 were just witnesses at first. 133 00:06:34,980 --> 00:06:36,095 You thinking what I'm thinking? 134 00:06:36,119 --> 00:06:37,327 Not really. 135 00:06:37,466 --> 00:06:39,951 Psychogenic non-epileptic seizures? 136 00:06:40,089 --> 00:06:41,124 They're pseudo seizures 137 00:06:41,262 --> 00:06:42,643 brought on by a traumatic event, 138 00:06:42,781 --> 00:06:44,034 like seeing someone have a seizure. 139 00:06:44,058 --> 00:06:47,303 - One person goes down... - Rest follow. - Okay, 140 00:06:47,441 --> 00:06:48,936 so if only one of them is experiencing it 141 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,479 for real, what about the rest? 142 00:06:50,617 --> 00:06:51,756 They just think they are. 143 00:06:51,894 --> 00:06:53,078 This has been going on for at least 144 00:06:53,102 --> 00:06:55,138 six minutes, which means we need to find the real 145 00:06:55,276 --> 00:06:56,599 seizure victim before it's too late. 146 00:06:56,623 --> 00:06:58,245 They all look the same to me. 147 00:06:59,280 --> 00:07:01,421 But they all won't look the same with the flir. 148 00:07:07,150 --> 00:07:08,669 Okay, this has been going on 149 00:07:08,807 --> 00:07:10,327 for more than six minutes, which means 150 00:07:10,464 --> 00:07:11,648 their muscle starts burning through 151 00:07:11,672 --> 00:07:13,225 their energy before they break down. 152 00:07:13,363 --> 00:07:15,952 The brain's thermoregulation center goes completely haywire. 153 00:07:16,090 --> 00:07:18,265 Whoever is having the real seizure, 154 00:07:18,403 --> 00:07:21,751 with this much physical activity... clear... 155 00:07:21,889 --> 00:07:23,477 their body temperature should've risen 156 00:07:23,615 --> 00:07:25,272 drastically compared to the other people. 157 00:07:25,410 --> 00:07:27,447 So they'll show up much hotter than everyone else. 158 00:07:27,585 --> 00:07:29,449 Exactly. All right, this side is clear. 159 00:07:29,587 --> 00:07:31,105 Where are you? 160 00:07:32,624 --> 00:07:33,832 Clear. 161 00:07:35,524 --> 00:07:36,939 She's clear. 162 00:07:39,182 --> 00:07:41,184 Okay, got him. Buck, check his wallet 163 00:07:41,322 --> 00:07:44,049 for medical history, maybe a bracelet or a dog tag. 164 00:07:44,187 --> 00:07:45,465 Rapid pulse. 165 00:07:46,949 --> 00:07:48,640 - He's tachycardic. - Yeah, and epileptic. 166 00:07:48,778 --> 00:07:49,848 Mystery solved. 167 00:07:49,986 --> 00:07:51,436 - Starting an iv. - Let's assess 168 00:07:51,574 --> 00:07:53,172 the rest of our friends. Start with arm tests 169 00:07:53,196 --> 00:07:54,335 to confirm it's psychogenic. 170 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:56,993 Pushing four milligrams of Lorazepam. 171 00:07:57,131 --> 00:07:59,686 Come on, buddy. There we go. 172 00:07:59,824 --> 00:08:00,997 All right. BP stabilizing. 173 00:08:01,826 --> 00:08:03,137 Nice and easy. 174 00:08:03,275 --> 00:08:05,139 Hey, hey. 175 00:08:06,140 --> 00:08:07,314 Hey. 176 00:08:07,452 --> 00:08:08,557 Welcome back, sir. 177 00:08:08,695 --> 00:08:10,731 Buck, how's our test going? 178 00:08:10,869 --> 00:08:12,733 Everyone is passing with flying colors. 179 00:08:12,871 --> 00:08:14,148 Or, I guess, failing. 180 00:08:14,286 --> 00:08:15,529 All right, everybody, 181 00:08:15,667 --> 00:08:17,807 let's try some box breathing exercises with them, 182 00:08:17,945 --> 00:08:19,050 see if that helps. 183 00:08:19,188 --> 00:08:21,155 If not, maybe get them out of each other's 184 00:08:21,293 --> 00:08:22,398 lines of sight. 185 00:08:30,889 --> 00:08:33,443 Well, you don't see that every day? 186 00:08:33,582 --> 00:08:35,100 No, you do not. 187 00:08:36,412 --> 00:08:37,931 Hey, you doing okay, cap? 188 00:08:39,208 --> 00:08:40,899 Hen would've loved this. 189 00:08:44,075 --> 00:08:45,594 Yeah. 190 00:08:45,732 --> 00:08:47,699 Knees up, Grant. 191 00:08:47,837 --> 00:08:48,873 Eyes up, Norris. 192 00:08:49,011 --> 00:08:50,011 Nepo baby. 193 00:08:50,081 --> 00:08:51,392 Showboat. 194 00:08:52,428 --> 00:08:54,948 Recruits, you've made it to week twelve, 195 00:08:55,086 --> 00:08:56,225 your three-phase drill. 196 00:08:56,363 --> 00:08:57,951 Forced entry. 197 00:08:58,089 --> 00:08:59,608 Gonna go for the class record? 198 00:08:59,746 --> 00:09:01,610 - Wouldn't hate that. - I would. 199 00:09:01,748 --> 00:09:02,908 Save some for the rest of us. 200 00:09:04,785 --> 00:09:06,960 Advance an inch-and-a-half hose line 201 00:09:07,098 --> 00:09:08,409 into the structure. 202 00:09:10,273 --> 00:09:11,906 You will notice there's no vertical ventilation, 203 00:09:11,930 --> 00:09:13,170 which brings us to phase three. 204 00:09:15,762 --> 00:09:18,162 You will climb the aerial and breach the fifth-floor window. 205 00:09:21,181 --> 00:09:22,596 You got it, Grant! 206 00:09:25,875 --> 00:09:26,875 There you go. 207 00:09:28,257 --> 00:09:29,257 Yeah, take that window! 208 00:09:32,537 --> 00:09:33,607 Grant! 209 00:09:39,924 --> 00:09:41,270 Excuse me. 210 00:09:41,408 --> 00:09:43,379 Harry Grant. Do you know - which room he's in? 211 00:09:43,403 --> 00:09:43,652 Mom. 212 00:09:43,790 --> 00:09:45,964 Mom, why is he here? 213 00:09:50,417 --> 00:09:52,419 He's okay. Harry's okay. 214 00:09:52,557 --> 00:09:53,834 He was drilling on the tower, 215 00:09:53,972 --> 00:09:55,629 took a spill off the aerial. 216 00:09:55,767 --> 00:09:57,296 - The aerial ladder? - Luckily, a mezzanine 217 00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:58,640 caught him before the ground did. 218 00:09:58,736 --> 00:09:59,816 Could have been a lot worse. 219 00:09:59,840 --> 00:10:03,292 My god. 220 00:10:03,430 --> 00:10:04,604 - Harry. - Mom. 221 00:10:04,742 --> 00:10:06,467 Mom, I'm fine. 222 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:09,574 The wheelchair is protocol. They're discharging me. 223 00:10:09,712 --> 00:10:10,713 He has a mild concussion. 224 00:10:10,851 --> 00:10:12,251 Doctors ruled out anything serious. 225 00:10:12,301 --> 00:10:13,958 I just got my bell rung. That's it. 226 00:10:14,096 --> 00:10:16,132 That's the tbi talking. 227 00:10:16,270 --> 00:10:18,203 Thank you for coming down. 228 00:10:18,341 --> 00:10:19,791 - Of course. - I'm sorry, chief. 229 00:10:19,929 --> 00:10:22,104 I-I was rushing. It was a stupid mistake. 230 00:10:22,242 --> 00:10:24,140 Well, shake it off, son. Accidents happen. 231 00:10:24,278 --> 00:10:26,487 Hazards come with training, same as on the job. 232 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,051 You know that better than any recruit. 233 00:10:28,075 --> 00:10:29,836 So... he's 234 00:10:29,974 --> 00:10:31,774 - still a recruit? - We'll place him off-duty 235 00:10:31,838 --> 00:10:34,461 iod for 48 hours. He can rest at home. 236 00:10:34,599 --> 00:10:36,577 Then, if he has no symptoms, he'll be cleared to return. 237 00:10:36,601 --> 00:10:38,430 I'm ready now. Let's go. 238 00:10:38,568 --> 00:10:40,088 Don't worry, you won't lose your spot. 239 00:10:40,156 --> 00:10:41,951 Good news. 240 00:10:43,504 --> 00:10:45,196 Okay, let's get you home. 241 00:10:47,336 --> 00:10:48,993 Protocol, remember? 242 00:10:50,201 --> 00:10:51,201 Okay. 243 00:10:51,236 --> 00:10:52,997 Thank you. 244 00:10:53,135 --> 00:10:54,135 Okay. 245 00:10:54,170 --> 00:10:55,482 - Thank you. - Of course. 246 00:11:04,387 --> 00:11:05,595 No screens. 247 00:11:05,734 --> 00:11:07,183 Doctor's orders. 248 00:11:07,321 --> 00:11:08,529 Mom, I-I feel fine. 249 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,462 Well, let's keep it that way. 250 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:12,223 And no salami either. 251 00:11:12,361 --> 00:11:14,363 The last thing your brain needs is inflammation 252 00:11:14,501 --> 00:11:15,502 from cured meats. 253 00:11:15,640 --> 00:11:17,228 So what am I supposed to do? 254 00:11:17,366 --> 00:11:19,817 What your chief said. 255 00:11:19,955 --> 00:11:21,232 Rest. 256 00:11:21,370 --> 00:11:23,752 Mom, it's a concussion, not the flu. 257 00:11:31,863 --> 00:11:33,693 She's treating me like a child. 258 00:11:33,831 --> 00:11:35,625 You are her child. 259 00:11:35,764 --> 00:11:38,180 Yeah, but why is she so chipper about it? 260 00:11:38,318 --> 00:11:40,078 I swear, she's happy I'm injured. 261 00:11:40,216 --> 00:11:42,529 Happy? She's terrified. 262 00:11:42,667 --> 00:11:44,738 It was a bump on the head. 263 00:11:44,876 --> 00:11:46,395 This time. 264 00:11:46,533 --> 00:11:49,605 You didn't see her walking into the hospital. 265 00:11:49,743 --> 00:11:51,711 She was barely holding it together. 266 00:11:51,849 --> 00:11:53,678 Yeah, I know. 267 00:11:53,816 --> 00:11:56,163 She thinks me joining the department is dangerous. 268 00:11:56,301 --> 00:11:58,752 Harry, you just proved it's dangerous. 269 00:11:58,890 --> 00:12:00,236 Ten more inches to the left 270 00:12:00,374 --> 00:12:02,135 and she could've been at another funeral. 271 00:12:06,484 --> 00:12:08,658 Buck, do not make me write you up 272 00:12:08,797 --> 00:12:10,799 for reheating fish in the microwave. 273 00:12:10,937 --> 00:12:13,560 I know, I know, it's bad workplace etiquette, 274 00:12:13,698 --> 00:12:16,045 but sardine loaf is better when it's warm. 275 00:12:16,183 --> 00:12:17,367 It's even better when you leave it at home. 276 00:12:17,391 --> 00:12:19,497 Listen, it's good for brain 277 00:12:19,635 --> 00:12:21,647 and heart health, and I have tons left over 'cause... 278 00:12:21,671 --> 00:12:22,742 Hen wouldn't see me 279 00:12:22,880 --> 00:12:24,400 when I tried to stop by the other day. 280 00:12:25,296 --> 00:12:26,918 I'd blame it on the sardine loaf, 281 00:12:27,056 --> 00:12:28,575 but she wouldn't see me, either. 282 00:12:28,713 --> 00:12:30,750 Every time I try and visit, Karen tells me 283 00:12:30,888 --> 00:12:32,451 that she's either sleeping or in the shower. 284 00:12:32,475 --> 00:12:34,270 I usually get "doctor's appointment." 285 00:12:34,408 --> 00:12:36,307 Maybe she just needs some time to herself. 286 00:12:36,445 --> 00:12:40,104 No, isolation doesn't help the healing process. 287 00:12:40,242 --> 00:12:41,933 She needs people to support her. 288 00:12:42,071 --> 00:12:43,797 Maybe we're a reminder that she's not here, 289 00:12:43,935 --> 00:12:45,040 doing what she loves to do. 290 00:12:45,178 --> 00:12:46,858 Might be hard for her to see us right now. 291 00:12:47,456 --> 00:12:49,320 Okay, so what do we do? 292 00:12:49,458 --> 00:12:51,322 Keep showing up. 293 00:12:55,464 --> 00:12:56,464 Athena. 294 00:12:56,534 --> 00:12:58,122 What are you doing here? How's Harry? 295 00:12:58,260 --> 00:12:59,882 Desperate for me to be anywhere 296 00:13:00,020 --> 00:13:01,642 other than hovering over him. 297 00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:04,369 I wasn't sure what was on hen's diet, 298 00:13:04,507 --> 00:13:06,175 but I was thinking at least you and the kids 299 00:13:06,199 --> 00:13:08,718 could have something easy to reheat and eat. 300 00:13:08,857 --> 00:13:09,857 Excuse the mess. 301 00:13:09,927 --> 00:13:13,793 Things have been a little hectic around here lately. 302 00:13:16,485 --> 00:13:18,038 So, how is she? 303 00:13:18,176 --> 00:13:20,696 Because she hasn't been returning any of my calls. 304 00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:23,354 She has good days and bad days. 305 00:13:23,492 --> 00:13:25,425 Which is today? 306 00:13:29,774 --> 00:13:30,879 Hen? 307 00:13:31,017 --> 00:13:32,777 You up for a visitor? 308 00:13:32,915 --> 00:13:34,537 Athena's here. 309 00:13:35,573 --> 00:13:39,059 She... Just wants to check on you. 310 00:13:39,197 --> 00:13:42,028 It might be good for you to see a friendly face. 311 00:13:53,556 --> 00:13:57,215 I'm sorry you came all this way for nothing. 312 00:13:57,353 --> 00:13:59,700 I think... 313 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:02,427 All this has just really taken it out of her. 314 00:14:02,565 --> 00:14:03,912 Is she really sleeping, 315 00:14:04,050 --> 00:14:06,880 or did she tell you to get rid of me? 316 00:14:07,018 --> 00:14:09,503 She's not telling me much of anything these days. 317 00:14:11,954 --> 00:14:18,340 You know, when we got the diagnosis, I had hope. 318 00:14:18,478 --> 00:14:21,239 I thought we were gonna fight it together. 319 00:14:21,377 --> 00:14:26,451 But nothing's worked, and she's getting worse. 320 00:14:26,589 --> 00:14:28,350 Every day, it's like I can feel her 321 00:14:28,488 --> 00:14:29,903 slipping farther away from us. 322 00:14:30,041 --> 00:14:32,354 I-I try to keep her active and make sure 323 00:14:32,492 --> 00:14:35,875 she's taking care of herself, but... The more I push, 324 00:14:36,013 --> 00:14:38,049 - the more she... - Pushes back? 325 00:14:38,187 --> 00:14:39,568 No. 326 00:14:39,706 --> 00:14:41,570 That's the scary part. 327 00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:46,161 She doesn't push back. She just... Disengages. 328 00:14:46,299 --> 00:14:48,922 We just need to get her back in the game. 329 00:14:49,060 --> 00:14:50,303 How? 330 00:14:51,856 --> 00:14:54,514 Do I just keep pushing her 331 00:14:54,652 --> 00:14:56,412 until she's mad enough at me to push back? 332 00:14:56,550 --> 00:14:58,104 No. You're her wife. 333 00:14:58,242 --> 00:14:59,968 You do not want to become the face 334 00:15:00,106 --> 00:15:01,901 of the thing she's fighting. 335 00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:06,457 So... Well, what am I supposed to do? 336 00:15:06,595 --> 00:15:10,150 Give her another face to hate. 337 00:15:25,683 --> 00:15:26,787 Work on your drills. 338 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,928 - Play it again on Tuesday. - Yeah. 339 00:15:29,066 --> 00:15:30,666 - All right. - Catch you later, brother. 340 00:15:51,260 --> 00:15:56,196 - Whoa! - You hit me with your car. 341 00:16:08,691 --> 00:16:09,796 Car versus pedestrian? 342 00:16:09,934 --> 00:16:11,556 That's the question. 343 00:16:11,694 --> 00:16:13,524 Driver says he fell down on his own. 344 00:16:13,662 --> 00:16:14,801 Yeah, don't they always? 345 00:16:14,939 --> 00:16:16,009 He talking? 346 00:16:16,147 --> 00:16:17,562 More groaning than anything. 347 00:16:17,700 --> 00:16:19,357 We didn't want to move him without you. 348 00:16:19,495 --> 00:16:21,014 Why? 349 00:16:21,152 --> 00:16:24,017 - Why did he run me over? - Dude, 350 00:16:24,155 --> 00:16:27,365 - I didn't hit you! - Someone did. He's in rough shape. 351 00:16:27,503 --> 00:16:29,816 Sir, I'm Eddie. Can you tell me your name? 352 00:16:29,954 --> 00:16:32,577 - Colt. - Can you move your fingers and your toes? 353 00:16:32,715 --> 00:16:33,995 - Yeah. - All right, we're gonna 354 00:16:34,096 --> 00:16:37,065 roll you over so we can take a better look at you. 355 00:16:37,962 --> 00:16:41,552 One, two, three. 356 00:16:42,967 --> 00:16:45,694 Whoa. You got hit hard. 357 00:16:45,832 --> 00:16:47,558 - Not by me. - Did he break my arm? 358 00:16:47,696 --> 00:16:52,080 Arm, nose, probably ribs. 359 00:16:52,218 --> 00:16:54,185 We're gonna get you to the hospital, okay? 360 00:16:54,323 --> 00:16:56,567 Hey, look at that. 361 00:16:56,705 --> 00:16:58,431 His shoes are still on. 362 00:16:58,569 --> 00:17:00,467 Yeah. 363 00:17:00,605 --> 00:17:02,066 And not a crack in this windshield, either. 364 00:17:02,090 --> 00:17:03,643 I don't know if this car 365 00:17:03,781 --> 00:17:06,059 - did all that. - It didn't do any of it. 366 00:17:06,197 --> 00:17:07,647 I did not hit him. 367 00:17:07,785 --> 00:17:09,689 All right, you said he came from that way? 368 00:17:09,713 --> 00:17:10,063 He ran 369 00:17:10,201 --> 00:17:12,445 from over there, and then fell in front of my car. 370 00:17:50,034 --> 00:17:52,071 - Hey. - Thank you so much for coming. 371 00:17:52,209 --> 00:17:53,486 Come on. It's my pleasure. 372 00:17:53,624 --> 00:17:55,084 Are you, cool with me putting stuff here? 373 00:17:55,108 --> 00:17:56,282 Yeah, absolutely. 374 00:17:56,420 --> 00:17:57,593 All right. 375 00:17:57,731 --> 00:17:58,836 Hello? 376 00:17:58,974 --> 00:18:00,355 Hey. 377 00:18:00,493 --> 00:18:02,426 Babe, who's this? 378 00:18:03,772 --> 00:18:05,946 You must be hen. 379 00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:08,294 Hi. I'm... I'm Adam, a physical therapist 380 00:18:08,432 --> 00:18:10,606 and your new chief motivational officer. 381 00:18:13,471 --> 00:18:15,715 - Hi, Adam. - Hi. 382 00:18:15,853 --> 00:18:19,098 My wife must have forgot to mention you were coming. 383 00:18:19,236 --> 00:18:20,375 Slipped my mind. 384 00:18:20,513 --> 00:18:23,585 Adam comes very highly recommended. 385 00:18:23,723 --> 00:18:26,450 Karen... Can we talk about this? 386 00:18:26,588 --> 00:18:28,624 Later. I have to go out 387 00:18:28,762 --> 00:18:30,488 - and run a few errands. - Are you serious? 388 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,286 You two have fun. 389 00:18:35,424 --> 00:18:38,600 - Bye. - Bye. - What do you say we, 390 00:18:38,738 --> 00:18:42,155 wake up those sleepy joints, so, how you feeling? 391 00:18:43,846 --> 00:18:45,676 Like I got hit by a truck. 392 00:18:45,814 --> 00:18:48,334 Well, we both know that didn't happen. 393 00:18:49,749 --> 00:18:52,441 So you want to tell me what really happened? 394 00:18:53,649 --> 00:18:55,548 It's all fuzzy. 395 00:18:55,686 --> 00:18:58,689 I think I... I got jumped. 396 00:18:58,827 --> 00:19:00,725 You got jumped? 397 00:19:00,863 --> 00:19:03,176 Yeah. From behind. 398 00:19:03,314 --> 00:19:04,971 It was a big dude. 399 00:19:05,109 --> 00:19:08,181 "Big... dude." 400 00:19:08,319 --> 00:19:10,010 Might even have been two of 'em. 401 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:11,840 Vicious. 402 00:19:12,910 --> 00:19:15,809 Did your assailant look like this? 403 00:19:31,239 --> 00:19:33,965 How long you been snatching purses? 404 00:19:34,103 --> 00:19:35,277 Shame on you. 405 00:19:35,415 --> 00:19:38,211 - Wait for it. - I've had enough! 406 00:19:43,216 --> 00:19:45,770 - Come here. - She's still going. 407 00:19:45,908 --> 00:19:47,151 Yeah, she is. 408 00:19:47,289 --> 00:19:49,222 You're gonna get your ass beat. 409 00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:53,122 You... picked... the wrong one. 410 00:19:53,261 --> 00:19:57,506 Do you want to amend your statement about two big dudes? 411 00:19:59,957 --> 00:20:02,028 I'd like to call my lawyer. 412 00:20:09,104 --> 00:20:10,899 They'll keep him here for observation. 413 00:20:11,037 --> 00:20:12,452 Then straight to men's central. 414 00:20:12,590 --> 00:20:14,213 You got a mean left hook. 415 00:20:14,351 --> 00:20:17,112 - Am I in trouble? - Self-defense. 416 00:20:17,250 --> 00:20:21,150 But, most folk would have let go of the purse. 417 00:20:21,289 --> 00:20:23,222 What got into you? 418 00:20:23,360 --> 00:20:25,569 I had had a day. 419 00:20:25,707 --> 00:20:26,846 It's dollars and cents. 420 00:20:26,984 --> 00:20:28,951 Cuts, cuts, layoffs, cuts. 421 00:20:29,089 --> 00:20:31,540 And frankly, the granola bars are doing more 422 00:20:31,678 --> 00:20:32,886 around here than you are. 423 00:20:33,024 --> 00:20:34,992 You're a great gal. 424 00:20:35,130 --> 00:20:37,546 But I've been doing a lot of work on me. 425 00:20:37,684 --> 00:20:39,652 We're done. 426 00:20:39,790 --> 00:20:41,274 Thanks for the coffee. 427 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:48,247 For the love of... 428 00:20:56,358 --> 00:20:59,327 Sometimes, you just need to fight back. 429 00:20:59,465 --> 00:21:01,950 Fair enough. 430 00:21:02,088 --> 00:21:03,814 All right, and then push out. 431 00:21:04,849 --> 00:21:06,886 One... breathe, breathe. 432 00:21:07,024 --> 00:21:09,820 Very good, hen. Clockwise, counterclockwise. 433 00:21:09,958 --> 00:21:11,339 How's that feeling? 434 00:21:11,477 --> 00:21:13,133 Not good, Adam. 435 00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:14,549 There you go. 436 00:21:14,687 --> 00:21:16,896 Look at you, rock star! There you go. 437 00:21:17,034 --> 00:21:19,208 Breathe, breathe. Want you to breathe. 438 00:21:19,347 --> 00:21:21,176 - Two. - Yeah. 439 00:21:21,314 --> 00:21:22,453 Very good. 440 00:21:22,591 --> 00:21:23,765 Okay, one more. 441 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,388 Very good. 442 00:21:26,526 --> 00:21:27,838 That was awful. 443 00:21:27,976 --> 00:21:29,436 What are you talking about? That was awesome. 444 00:21:29,460 --> 00:21:30,841 Right? Come on. 445 00:21:30,979 --> 00:21:33,533 - Give me one more set. - You said that was the last set. 446 00:21:33,671 --> 00:21:34,845 I'm sorry, hen. I lied. 447 00:21:34,983 --> 00:21:37,641 - Screw you, Adam. - Hen, 448 00:21:37,779 --> 00:21:39,263 it's okay if you want to punch me. 449 00:21:39,401 --> 00:21:41,300 I do not want to punch you, Adam. 450 00:21:41,438 --> 00:21:43,554 You sure? I mean, look at my face. Not even a little bit? 451 00:21:43,578 --> 00:21:45,959 Maybe a little bit. 452 00:21:53,242 --> 00:21:54,865 Morning. 453 00:21:56,798 --> 00:21:58,938 You going back to training today? 454 00:21:59,076 --> 00:22:00,974 Yeah. 455 00:22:01,112 --> 00:22:03,667 It's been two days. Feeling pretty good. 456 00:22:03,805 --> 00:22:05,817 - No signs of a concussion. - I thought you were training 457 00:22:05,841 --> 00:22:07,429 to be a firefighter, not a doctor. 458 00:22:07,567 --> 00:22:10,052 I'm okay. No headaches, no nausea, 459 00:22:10,190 --> 00:22:11,709 no sensitivity to light or noise. 460 00:22:11,847 --> 00:22:14,781 You know it's okay to take another day if you need it. 461 00:22:14,919 --> 00:22:17,232 I mean, just to be on the safe side. 462 00:22:17,370 --> 00:22:19,717 You want me to call your doctor 463 00:22:19,855 --> 00:22:21,236 and ask him to write a note? 464 00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:23,376 A doctor's note from my mommy? 465 00:22:23,514 --> 00:22:25,516 No thanks. I'll pass. 466 00:22:27,207 --> 00:22:30,072 - Love you. - I love you, too. 467 00:22:37,735 --> 00:22:39,392 Miss me? 468 00:22:39,530 --> 00:22:41,601 I did. You're my favorite person to beat. 469 00:22:41,739 --> 00:22:44,673 Look who got cocky while I was gone. 470 00:22:44,811 --> 00:22:46,537 Okay. Three-phase drill. Let's go. 471 00:22:46,675 --> 00:22:48,263 Let's start with the aerial ladder. 472 00:22:48,401 --> 00:22:49,816 Grant, you're up. 473 00:23:02,242 --> 00:23:04,037 Grant, you doing okay? 474 00:23:06,212 --> 00:23:08,766 No, sir. 475 00:23:08,904 --> 00:23:10,384 I'm-I'm feeling a bit dizzy, I guess. 476 00:23:10,492 --> 00:23:12,632 Okay, well, don't push it. Go home and get some rest. 477 00:23:12,770 --> 00:23:14,945 All right? We'll try again tomorrow. 478 00:23:26,957 --> 00:23:29,200 Hi, honey. You hungry? 479 00:23:29,338 --> 00:23:33,204 I think Karen ordered enough food to feed us for a week. 480 00:23:33,342 --> 00:23:34,965 I think you've forgotten 481 00:23:35,103 --> 00:23:36,794 what it's like to feed a teenager. 482 00:23:36,932 --> 00:23:39,797 Ooh, pickles. 483 00:23:45,216 --> 00:23:46,735 Here, honey. 484 00:23:46,873 --> 00:23:48,530 Let me help you with that. 485 00:23:53,880 --> 00:23:55,813 I should be able to open a jar. 486 00:23:55,951 --> 00:23:58,298 You did. You loosened it for me. 487 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,300 Ma, don't patronize me. 488 00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:01,923 I'm not. 489 00:24:02,061 --> 00:24:04,512 I think working with Adam is helping, 490 00:24:04,650 --> 00:24:06,962 even if you won't admit it. 491 00:24:13,831 --> 00:24:15,246 Can I hide out here? 492 00:24:15,384 --> 00:24:17,628 If it's your mom, absolutely not. 493 00:24:17,766 --> 00:24:20,148 No, I'm hiding from my shame. 494 00:24:20,286 --> 00:24:21,977 What happened? 495 00:24:22,115 --> 00:24:23,507 I thought you were back in training. 496 00:24:23,531 --> 00:24:26,361 I was, but I froze up. 497 00:24:26,499 --> 00:24:29,019 When it was time to climb the ladder again, I-I panicked. 498 00:24:29,157 --> 00:24:31,746 That's the whole point in training. 499 00:24:31,884 --> 00:24:34,196 You panic there so it doesn't happen 500 00:24:34,334 --> 00:24:36,164 in the field. Here. 501 00:24:37,234 --> 00:24:39,408 So how do you not panic everywhere? 502 00:24:39,547 --> 00:24:42,239 I don't know. You just don't. 503 00:24:42,377 --> 00:24:44,552 That is completely underwhelming advice. 504 00:24:44,690 --> 00:24:47,624 I'm sorry. I didn't know you were coming over. 505 00:24:47,762 --> 00:24:50,661 You get lukewarm pep talks when I'm unprepared. 506 00:24:53,492 --> 00:24:57,496 Look, it's normal to be scared. 507 00:24:58,531 --> 00:25:01,016 What makes it brave is that you show up anyway. 508 00:25:02,017 --> 00:25:05,469 Is it brave, or is it selfish? 509 00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:07,713 Selfish how? 510 00:25:07,851 --> 00:25:12,614 If something bad happens to me, what happens to them? 511 00:25:12,752 --> 00:25:14,616 You mean your family. 512 00:25:14,754 --> 00:25:16,273 Your mom. 513 00:25:16,411 --> 00:25:18,862 I-I don't want to be the reason why 514 00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:21,071 she has to plan another funeral. 515 00:25:21,209 --> 00:25:22,659 You can't think like that. 516 00:25:22,797 --> 00:25:25,903 So what do I do if that is all I can think about? 517 00:25:35,879 --> 00:25:37,501 Come on in. 518 00:25:37,639 --> 00:25:40,539 Look at you, getting to the door like a champ? 519 00:25:40,677 --> 00:25:43,680 Must be those wrist rolls you gave me. 520 00:25:43,818 --> 00:25:46,061 I... I can't believe I'm saying this, 521 00:25:46,199 --> 00:25:51,032 but thanks to you, I'm finally making progress. 522 00:25:51,170 --> 00:25:52,654 That's great, hen. 523 00:25:52,792 --> 00:25:56,347 But remember, progress is not always in a straight line. 524 00:25:56,485 --> 00:25:58,971 I know. I know. 525 00:26:01,352 --> 00:26:04,286 So where you want to start today? 526 00:26:04,424 --> 00:26:07,945 Some sit-to-stands? 527 00:26:08,083 --> 00:26:10,569 Yeah, doesn't matter. 528 00:26:10,707 --> 00:26:12,743 All right. Well, I'll just follow your lead. 529 00:26:12,881 --> 00:26:15,021 I don't think you should do that, hen. 530 00:26:17,161 --> 00:26:18,611 - Adam, are you all right? - No. No. 531 00:26:18,749 --> 00:26:20,579 I'm supposed to be. No. 532 00:26:20,717 --> 00:26:22,304 Whoa! 533 00:26:22,442 --> 00:26:23,961 Adam! 534 00:26:35,386 --> 00:26:38,286 There. 535 00:26:41,185 --> 00:26:44,913 Here. 536 00:27:16,531 --> 00:27:18,498 Julie. 537 00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:21,018 Hen. 538 00:27:21,156 --> 00:27:22,917 This is Adam. He's our personal trainer. 539 00:27:23,055 --> 00:27:24,170 He's been down five minutes. 540 00:27:24,194 --> 00:27:25,920 - No pulse, no resps. - Okay. 541 00:27:26,058 --> 00:27:28,163 Get him on the lifepak, take his blood sugar, 542 00:27:28,301 --> 00:27:29,855 prepare to intubate. 543 00:27:29,993 --> 00:27:31,857 - What was he doing? - He came in. 544 00:27:31,995 --> 00:27:33,548 He went down. 545 00:27:33,686 --> 00:27:35,723 Makes me think cardiac. 546 00:27:36,965 --> 00:27:37,965 Let's shock him. 547 00:27:38,001 --> 00:27:39,658 Clear. 548 00:27:43,247 --> 00:27:45,733 There it is. 549 00:27:45,871 --> 00:27:47,631 - Brugada syndrome. - Something tells me 550 00:27:47,769 --> 00:27:49,150 he's getting an icd today. 551 00:27:49,288 --> 00:27:51,911 Let's pack him up. 552 00:27:53,533 --> 00:27:55,225 Need a hand? 553 00:27:56,260 --> 00:27:58,124 Yeah. Thanks. 554 00:28:02,508 --> 00:28:04,993 One, two, three. 555 00:28:06,615 --> 00:28:08,307 It's good to see you, hen. 556 00:28:09,342 --> 00:28:10,861 We're all pulling for you. 557 00:28:19,594 --> 00:28:20,629 Buck? 558 00:28:22,839 --> 00:28:24,806 What are you doing here? Is everything okay? 559 00:28:24,944 --> 00:28:26,774 It's about Harry. 560 00:28:26,912 --> 00:28:30,398 He came to see me after his first day back. 561 00:28:30,536 --> 00:28:32,745 Actually, he didn't even make it through the whole day. 562 00:28:32,883 --> 00:28:35,506 I knew it. It was too soon for him to go back. 563 00:28:35,644 --> 00:28:37,681 Look, I don't think there's anything 564 00:28:37,819 --> 00:28:39,486 - physically wrong with him. - But you're worried enough 565 00:28:39,510 --> 00:28:41,064 to show up here. 566 00:28:42,099 --> 00:28:45,102 Okay, so, you know that voice you get in your head? 567 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,380 The one that says, "you suck. 568 00:28:47,518 --> 00:28:48,934 You-you can't do anything." 569 00:28:49,072 --> 00:28:50,901 I-I mean, you probably don't have that voice. 570 00:28:51,039 --> 00:28:54,077 Everyone has that voice, buck. Even me. 571 00:28:54,215 --> 00:28:56,493 Okay? So, what? 572 00:28:56,631 --> 00:28:58,978 You think Harry's gotten into his own head? 573 00:28:59,116 --> 00:29:01,981 No, I-I think you have. 574 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,778 Not that you did it on purpose. 575 00:29:05,916 --> 00:29:08,539 I think the accident and your response to it 576 00:29:08,677 --> 00:29:11,473 scared him, but not for himself. 577 00:29:11,611 --> 00:29:13,752 Scared him for you. 578 00:29:15,961 --> 00:29:18,964 I don't want to see him give up and regret it later. 579 00:29:26,419 --> 00:29:27,489 His office called. 580 00:29:27,627 --> 00:29:30,113 Looks like he's gonna be okay. 581 00:29:30,251 --> 00:29:31,977 Well, that's great news. 582 00:29:33,081 --> 00:29:37,189 I've been a paramedic for 15 years, ma, 583 00:29:37,327 --> 00:29:41,469 and I couldn't provide that man with basic life support. 584 00:29:42,504 --> 00:29:44,575 My body just wouldn't let me. 585 00:29:44,713 --> 00:29:47,061 If the actual paramedics hadn't gotten here in time... 586 00:29:47,199 --> 00:29:48,890 but they did. 587 00:29:51,065 --> 00:29:53,688 I started out thinking that 588 00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:58,003 I just wanted to get well enough so I could go back to work. 589 00:29:58,141 --> 00:29:59,970 Just get my life back. 590 00:30:02,076 --> 00:30:04,837 What if that part of my life is over? 591 00:30:04,975 --> 00:30:08,876 You have always been the most impatient child. 592 00:30:09,014 --> 00:30:11,326 Ma, you don't understand. 593 00:30:12,327 --> 00:30:14,536 I want to read you something. 594 00:30:14,674 --> 00:30:15,986 Ma, please. 595 00:30:16,124 --> 00:30:18,851 I'm not in the mood for some woo-woo nonsense 596 00:30:18,989 --> 00:30:21,578 you got from some self-help book you found in the garage. 597 00:30:21,716 --> 00:30:24,546 It's not woo-woo. 598 00:30:24,684 --> 00:30:26,894 It's a first-person account 599 00:30:27,032 --> 00:30:30,863 from someone who's been on a similar journey. 600 00:30:32,347 --> 00:30:33,590 Let's see. 601 00:30:33,728 --> 00:30:37,905 "It's been three months, and I'm still not okay. 602 00:30:38,043 --> 00:30:39,596 "How is that possible? 603 00:30:39,734 --> 00:30:43,358 "Everyone says 'be patient. 604 00:30:43,496 --> 00:30:47,742 "Don't lose hope.' Eventually, I'll feel like myself again. 605 00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:51,021 But I'm starting to think everyone's been lying to me." 606 00:30:51,159 --> 00:30:52,851 Preach. 607 00:30:55,336 --> 00:30:57,925 "Ma says I'm too impatient. 608 00:30:58,063 --> 00:31:00,513 But she just doesn't understand." 609 00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:06,002 Well... That certainly hasn't changed. 610 00:31:08,728 --> 00:31:11,662 Are you reading from my diary? 611 00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,595 Where'd you even find that? 612 00:31:13,733 --> 00:31:15,459 You know those boxes I've been storing 613 00:31:15,597 --> 00:31:18,221 in your garage for the past ten years? 614 00:31:18,359 --> 00:31:22,087 Decided to start going through them while you were napping. 615 00:31:22,225 --> 00:31:24,572 You've been napping a lot. 616 00:31:28,610 --> 00:31:31,130 "Ms. Dawson told me I didn't have to run, 617 00:31:31,268 --> 00:31:33,961 "but I was tired of sitting on the sidelines, 618 00:31:34,099 --> 00:31:35,894 "so I did it anyway. 619 00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:38,793 "Didn't even make it a minute 620 00:31:38,931 --> 00:31:42,486 "before I doubled over trying to catch my breath. 621 00:31:42,624 --> 00:31:45,834 "Jamie Tyler said it was because I had a hole in my heart 622 00:31:45,973 --> 00:31:47,560 "from when I got shot. 623 00:31:48,768 --> 00:31:51,944 "Because that's who I am now: 624 00:31:52,082 --> 00:31:53,946 Girl who got shot." 625 00:31:57,225 --> 00:31:58,640 Jamie Tyler. 626 00:31:58,778 --> 00:32:00,953 I never liked that child. 627 00:32:02,092 --> 00:32:05,130 But the girl who wrote that diary? 628 00:32:05,268 --> 00:32:07,477 She was a pretty cool kid. 629 00:32:07,615 --> 00:32:10,135 A tough one, too. 630 00:32:10,273 --> 00:32:11,895 Thanks. 631 00:32:13,276 --> 00:32:16,244 But I think I had a little bit more resilience at 16 632 00:32:16,382 --> 00:32:17,728 than I have now. 633 00:32:17,866 --> 00:32:20,145 You did not. 634 00:32:20,283 --> 00:32:23,182 Your recovery was painful and hard 635 00:32:23,320 --> 00:32:25,288 and longer than expected. 636 00:32:26,979 --> 00:32:29,326 Some days, you couldn't even get out of bed. 637 00:32:30,810 --> 00:32:36,471 But with enough time, eventually, you got better. 638 00:32:36,609 --> 00:32:40,199 But it was not an easy road. 639 00:32:42,512 --> 00:32:44,721 I guess I forgot that part. 640 00:32:46,171 --> 00:32:48,242 Most people do. 641 00:32:48,380 --> 00:32:51,072 We focus on the big moments. 642 00:32:51,210 --> 00:32:53,419 The victories. 643 00:32:53,557 --> 00:32:57,285 Not the blood, sweat and tears that got us there. 644 00:32:58,321 --> 00:33:00,564 But I remember. 645 00:33:00,702 --> 00:33:03,809 And I know you're still the same fighter. 646 00:33:04,810 --> 00:33:07,986 And if you don't believe me... 647 00:33:09,435 --> 00:33:11,265 believe yourself. 648 00:33:22,862 --> 00:33:25,520 Don't make me take the covers. 649 00:33:28,523 --> 00:33:29,973 What is happening right now? 650 00:33:30,111 --> 00:33:32,389 You're getting dressed and we're going out. 651 00:33:32,527 --> 00:33:34,909 You got 15 minutes. 652 00:33:35,047 --> 00:33:37,498 Don't make me come back in here. 653 00:33:45,575 --> 00:33:48,026 When you said we were going out, I was thinking breakfast. 654 00:33:48,164 --> 00:33:50,718 I got you a smoothie. 655 00:33:50,856 --> 00:33:52,006 I figured you'd want something light 656 00:33:52,030 --> 00:33:53,307 before climbing that ladder. 657 00:33:53,445 --> 00:33:55,319 Look, mom, I appreciate the pep talk, I really do... 658 00:33:55,343 --> 00:33:56,863 no, no, no, no. This ain't a pep talk. 659 00:33:56,965 --> 00:33:59,002 You want to run toward danger for a living? 660 00:33:59,140 --> 00:34:00,762 I'm not looking to pep you 661 00:34:00,900 --> 00:34:02,809 - into anything. - Okay. Then what are we doing here? 662 00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:04,870 I want you to quit. 663 00:34:06,147 --> 00:34:09,185 - Excuse me? - I want you to turn around... 664 00:34:10,496 --> 00:34:12,015 and stop growing older. 665 00:34:14,673 --> 00:34:16,537 Go back to being that kid 666 00:34:16,675 --> 00:34:18,555 who would run over to hug me after every shift. 667 00:34:18,642 --> 00:34:21,438 That same kid 668 00:34:21,576 --> 00:34:23,958 who used to beg me not to go to work every morning. 669 00:34:24,096 --> 00:34:26,685 Who'd say, "mommy..." 670 00:34:26,823 --> 00:34:29,136 "I want you to quit." 671 00:34:29,274 --> 00:34:34,210 And I would kiss your head and leave, feeling terrible. 672 00:34:35,625 --> 00:34:36,833 And when I got to work, 673 00:34:36,971 --> 00:34:38,691 you know what I would do with that feeling? 674 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,561 What? 675 00:34:41,976 --> 00:34:44,220 I would set it aside. 676 00:34:47,050 --> 00:34:52,538 Family fills us, it drives us, 677 00:34:52,676 --> 00:34:54,920 but fear makes you hesitate, 678 00:34:55,058 --> 00:34:57,129 and hesitation gets you killed. 679 00:35:02,548 --> 00:35:05,103 We don't put on that uniform so that we make it home. 680 00:35:05,241 --> 00:35:07,760 We put it on so that others will. 681 00:35:07,898 --> 00:35:10,798 And if we do that well enough, without fear 682 00:35:10,936 --> 00:35:13,214 or self-doubt... 683 00:35:14,284 --> 00:35:17,839 then maybe we get to make it home, too. 684 00:35:21,981 --> 00:35:24,950 I guess I didn't think about how hard this would all be. 685 00:35:25,916 --> 00:35:29,955 For me, but mostly for you. I... 686 00:35:30,093 --> 00:35:32,923 I'm following in the footsteps of a man whose job... 687 00:35:33,061 --> 00:35:34,649 this job... took him away from you. 688 00:35:34,787 --> 00:35:36,720 That was his path. 689 00:35:37,825 --> 00:35:39,585 Just, I don't want you to worry. 690 00:35:39,723 --> 00:35:43,831 You let me worry about what I worry about. 691 00:35:43,969 --> 00:35:47,731 And if and when you put on that uniform, 692 00:35:47,869 --> 00:35:52,771 you learn to set it aside the same as I did. 693 00:35:52,909 --> 00:35:55,187 Because you can't carry nobody out of a fire 694 00:35:55,325 --> 00:35:57,396 if I'm already on your back. 695 00:36:39,749 --> 00:36:40,922 "Dear me... 696 00:36:42,027 --> 00:36:44,098 "I know I haven't written in months. 697 00:36:44,236 --> 00:36:46,342 "Haven't wanted to. 698 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:49,793 "When I write, I'm reminded of all the pain and misery 699 00:36:49,931 --> 00:36:51,251 "I went through in the last year, 700 00:36:51,347 --> 00:36:54,660 "and who wants to think about that? 701 00:36:54,798 --> 00:36:59,562 "I was about to give up and never think about it again. 702 00:36:59,700 --> 00:37:04,463 "But then I thought," if I... aka you... find it again, 703 00:37:04,601 --> 00:37:06,638 "years from now, 704 00:37:06,776 --> 00:37:10,676 are those dark days really the part I'd want to remember?" 705 00:37:18,477 --> 00:37:22,481 "A terrible thing happened to you, henrietta Wilson. 706 00:37:23,551 --> 00:37:26,589 "And that could have been the end of your story. 707 00:37:27,590 --> 00:37:29,281 But it wasn't." 708 00:37:32,457 --> 00:37:36,081 "It was the start of a new one." 709 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:38,680 "The world knocked you down 710 00:37:38,808 --> 00:37:40,534 "and tried to keep you there, 711 00:37:40,672 --> 00:37:43,468 but you refused to stay put." 712 00:37:45,918 --> 00:37:48,300 "Even on the days you really wanted to." 713 00:38:11,979 --> 00:38:14,499 - You gave it your all. - Yes, sir! 714 00:38:14,637 --> 00:38:15,637 Came here as recruits. 715 00:38:15,672 --> 00:38:17,122 - Yes, sir! - And you're leaving 716 00:38:17,260 --> 00:38:18,951 - as firefighters. - Yes, sir! 717 00:38:19,089 --> 00:38:21,022 And I'm proud of each and every one of you. 718 00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:22,714 Who are you? 719 00:38:22,852 --> 00:38:24,854 - Firefighters! - Who are you? 720 00:38:24,992 --> 00:38:25,992 Firefighters! 721 00:38:26,062 --> 00:38:27,097 Who are you? 722 00:38:27,235 --> 00:38:28,823 - House 118! - Yeah! 723 00:38:28,961 --> 00:38:31,826 - Congratulations. - Yeah! 724 00:38:31,964 --> 00:38:33,000 "So, yes..." 725 00:38:34,657 --> 00:38:36,624 "...you'll always be the girl who got shot." 726 00:38:38,454 --> 00:38:42,596 "But you'll always be the girl who lived, 727 00:38:42,734 --> 00:38:45,771 and can do anything she sets her mind to." 728 00:38:52,019 --> 00:38:53,952 Please take your seats. 729 00:38:54,090 --> 00:38:56,575 The ceremony will begin shortly. 730 00:38:58,508 --> 00:39:00,407 Keep moving. We need two more. 731 00:39:05,412 --> 00:39:06,654 There she is. 732 00:39:09,243 --> 00:39:11,728 Just couldn't resist upstaging the kids? 733 00:39:11,866 --> 00:39:13,316 Hey, at least we didn't show up 734 00:39:13,454 --> 00:39:14,662 in the middle of the ceremony. 735 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:16,354 Well, I wanted to make sure 736 00:39:16,492 --> 00:39:19,426 that everyone saw that I was getting better. 737 00:39:19,564 --> 00:39:20,703 We're just glad you're here. 738 00:39:23,015 --> 00:39:25,880 In this job, I give a lot of speeches. 739 00:39:26,018 --> 00:39:28,952 But of all the many speeches I give, 740 00:39:29,090 --> 00:39:32,370 this is by far my favorite. 741 00:39:32,508 --> 00:39:37,858 It doesn't look back with sorrow or wistful cheer... 742 00:39:38,962 --> 00:39:41,068 but rather, aspires forward... 743 00:39:42,587 --> 00:39:46,073 with boundless hope and abundant pride. 744 00:39:46,211 --> 00:39:48,765 Because it knows what I know: 745 00:39:48,903 --> 00:39:52,735 That you will save lives. 746 00:39:54,322 --> 00:39:56,773 That men and women will walk this earth 747 00:39:56,911 --> 00:40:00,536 who otherwise wouldn't without you. 748 00:40:00,674 --> 00:40:04,402 That children will be born and deathbeds far delayed 749 00:40:04,540 --> 00:40:06,645 for all your acts of bravery. 750 00:40:07,991 --> 00:40:11,616 And yes, for some... 751 00:40:12,617 --> 00:40:13,859 your sacrifice. 752 00:40:17,035 --> 00:40:21,211 You'll reunite families and return home to your own. 753 00:40:21,349 --> 00:40:23,490 And with each shift, 754 00:40:23,628 --> 00:40:25,837 you will clock in to another family, 755 00:40:25,975 --> 00:40:27,839 one forged in fire, 756 00:40:27,977 --> 00:40:30,980 with bonds far stronger than any you've ever known. 757 00:40:32,464 --> 00:40:36,157 The lives you save, the worlds you make better... 758 00:40:36,295 --> 00:40:38,919 Will not just be the people we serve... 759 00:40:39,954 --> 00:40:41,956 but also each other's. 760 00:40:43,579 --> 00:40:47,341 Congratulations to you all, and welcome 761 00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:50,033 to the family of the Los Angeles fire department. 762 00:41:09,605 --> 00:41:11,227 Yeah! 763 00:41:29,003 --> 00:41:30,177 Hey, this is, like, 764 00:41:30,315 --> 00:41:32,213 the welcome party to the rest of your life. 765 00:41:32,351 --> 00:41:33,605 Can you maybe get off your phone? 766 00:41:33,629 --> 00:41:36,010 Sorry, I was checking the station assignments. 767 00:41:36,148 --> 00:41:38,599 They said that they'd post them after the ceremony. 768 00:41:38,737 --> 00:41:42,672 Well, we may have gotten an advance look at that list. 769 00:41:52,717 --> 00:41:54,453 - Are you serious? - All that work we put into 770 00:41:54,477 --> 00:41:55,754 help raise you? 771 00:41:55,892 --> 00:41:57,283 You didn't think we were gonna let that go 772 00:41:57,307 --> 00:41:58,792 to some other firehouse, did you? 773 00:41:58,930 --> 00:42:00,863 You're stuck with us now, kid. 774 00:42:01,001 --> 00:42:03,244 Welcome to the 118, probie. 775 00:42:04,176 --> 00:42:05,281 Come on. 776 00:42:05,419 --> 00:42:06,731 Congratulations. 777 00:42:06,869 --> 00:42:07,869 Thank you. 778 00:42:07,904 --> 00:42:09,112 - Come on in. - Come on... 779 00:42:09,250 --> 00:42:10,976 All right, come on in, guys. 780 00:42:11,114 --> 00:42:12,434 - May, you, too. Come on. - Yeah. 781 00:42:12,564 --> 00:42:14,335 - Aww. Thanks, guys. - Bring it in. Bring it in. 782 00:42:14,359 --> 00:42:16,395 - Congratulations, Harry. - Thank you. 783 00:42:16,534 --> 00:42:17,776 All right. "118" on three. 784 00:42:17,914 --> 00:42:19,675 - One, two, three. - 118!